Ehtra2at 3a2lyya!

Absha3 7aga

2007-03-03T02:44:00.000+02:00

kol el nas mn awel maytwldo byb2a ahlohom belnesbalhom heros aw msh heros awi bas their idol, ya3ni btb2a tasarofat ahlohom hya el pattern elli bymsho 3leeh w by2eeso 3leeh tasarofat ba2i el nas.
elmohem en ba3d fatra mo3ayana ya3ni lma el awlad dool ybda2 yb2a leehom tafkeer yqaymo beeh tasarofat el nas el tanya, awel nas odam 3neehom homa ahlohom. tab3an byla2o mahazel w mabade2 mozdawaga w 7agat malhash ay asl mn el 3a2l wla el manteq, da 3'er el 3yoob elli el ahl msh shayfnha f nafsohom. el awlad byshofo kol da f ahlohom w byb2a rad el fe3l el tabi3i enohom msh 3ayzeen el 3yoob de tb2a feehom.
el moseeba el kbeera hya lama ykteshef el wlad enohom byt7awelo l nos7'a tanya mn ahlohom 3'asb 3nhom, el 7aga eli kano by7awlo yhrabo mnha b ay taree2a.
w kol lama y7awlo yt3'ayaro yla2o ahlohom byshedohom tani.
ana msh 3rfa msh la2ya closure bas kont 3ayza a2ool elkalam da,
w a2ool en that's my biggest fear of all times
rabena yostor :-s

عارف الشعور ده ؟؟!!

2007-02-04T19:19:00.000+02:00

مين فينا عارف الشعور ده ولا مين يحس بيه ؟؟
عارف الشعور ده لما تكون قاعد في بيت محدش فاهمك فيه ؟
طب عارف الشعور ده لما يكون قلبك بيترعش من الخوف و القلق وعدم الأمان و أنت تكون متغطي بكذا بطانية ولحاف ؟!!
عارف لما يكون حد بيكلمك و أنت مش حاسس بيه ولا سامعه لأنك في عالم تاني خالص ؟؟
عارف لما تلاقي نفسك حزين و مكتئب و مش عارف ليه ؟
عارف لما حد يوهمك انه واقف جنبك وأنه صاحبك وهو أصلا بيحضر لقتلك وبيحطلك السم في الأكل؟
عارف لما تكون مش عارف انت عايز ايه أصلا ؟ولم تفتكر أنك لقيت اللي أنت عايزه يطلع وهم ؟
عارف لما تكون عطشان واللي حواليك كلهم مرويين ؟
عارف لما تكون الخيانة هي الحل الوحيد في طريق كله مسدود و متحطم ؟
عارف لما تكون محتاج حاجة من حد وتلاقي نفس الحد ده عايز نفس الحاجة منك ؟
عارف لما تيجي تحل مشاكلك وتلاقي ان الحل الوحيد انك تحلها بعمل مشاكل تانية ؟؟!!!!!
عــــــــــــــــــــــــارف ؟!

Using the brain

2006-10-11T01:47:00.000+02:00

kont fakra en ta7seen taree2et el tarbya momken y7'alli moshkelet el tafahom de msh mawgooda, ya3ni i thought if the parents were more aware of how to raise a child ya3ni reading books or at least using the brain (WHATEVER), en da 7ay2alel e7tmal elmashakel eli sbabha en3dam el twasol. bas talking to my friend Ala2 mn kam youm i noticed en da msh sa7ee7, en mahma el parents meant to have a perfect relation with the children or at least trying to make the best they could, something always goes wrong. msh mohem el 3'alat mn n7yet el parents wla el children, bas in every single family something goes wrong and no one seems to know what it is, noone can point at THE PROBLEM and say here it is. It's so complicated coz it's every situation of everyday, they all pile up fel a7'er forming this huge THING that blocks the way btween the parents and the children. yet i couldn't help noticing how ala2 always finds an excuse for her parents for doing this or saying that, though hya kaman 3andaha moshkelet fagwet el agyal de bas coz her parents read about parenting and wanted to raise their children the best they could in reality not just wishing to do that (like most of our parents), they raised her appreciating them, she is completely sure that b4 they tell her anything they thought about it a million times and thought about how that will affect her.
So now i know that all the familys have something wrong, it can b minimized or maximized. using the brain determines that...

tb w b3den

2006-08-14T01:05:00.000+03:00

hi ya loza
really enty mn 3'er se7r wla sh3wza 7alety azmet darfur
bmontaha el basata ana baba kan by7b awy yshtm f kol el momsleen wl mo3'neyeen w 7ata la3ibet el kora ely ana b7bohomw
3mlt keda lma a7b momsl a3od ashtm fih 3shan baba y2ol momizato w kan a5erhom mido la3ib el kora
zaman kont bshtm fih gamed w baba yo3od y2ol da 3azim da hayeltill ma mara gab goalw tb3n mamsktsh nfsymn el fr7a mn sa3etha w mido b2a asw2 wa7ed fl dnya
elpoint en el mwdo3 da mmkn ymshy f flm show la3ib laken ezay amasheeh eny a2olohom eny msh ba7eb el computer wana m2drrsh a3ish mn 3'ero
el point en fi 7agat msh 7n3rf n3ml fiha keda
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 3ayzeen 7al lel azma di

el 7erman

2006-08-13T20:52:00.000+03:00

7erman el abna2 men el 7agat eli by7ebooha is a widely used method 3ashan el ahl y3akbohom. tab3an el mabda2 nafso ma2bool, en el ahl y7remoona men 7aga bn7ebaha 3ashan 3amlna 7aga 3'alat. el moshkela el 3aweesa en kol eli bn3melo f nazar ahlena 3'alat wel 3kab bykoon men 3'eer mayfahemoona eih eli 3amalnah 3'alat f a3'lab el a7yan w men 3'eer may2ololna el sa7 f mo3zam el a7yan. ya3ni fag2a tla2i nafsak mamnoo3 men 7aga mo3ayna men 3'eer sabab, w law s2alt 7ay2ololak ba3d 3zab enohom shayfeen 7aga 3'alat enta 3amltaha w 7eleni ba2a law fhmo aslan en el 7aga de tabi3ya. akeed e7na mesh malayka, bas bardo homa kaman mesh ma3soomeen men el 7'ata2 w momken sa3at yfakaro 3'alat aw yfhamo 7aga 3'alat( w de bt7sal kteer). so el moshkela now f mabda2 eih el 3'alat w eih el sa7 w de 7aga mosat7eel yt7atlha kawa3ed w 3ashan keda mafeesh amal el mawdoo3 da yt7al ela btaree2a wa7da enena man2olsh l ahlena e7na bn7eb eih wla 3ayzeen n3mel eih, e7na momken kaman n2olohom el 3aks ya3ni eli e7na bn7ebo bgad nfahmhom enena bnkraho w el 3aks, so keda lama ymna3oona men eli homa fakrena bn7ebo yb2o by7'aloona n3mel eli e7na bgad bn7ebo..

3mlna blog gdeed kaman

2006-08-08T16:14:00.000+03:00

hi ya shabab
fi blog gdeed kaman by7awel yna2esh el moshkla bt3tna bmowdo3eya
w ana shyfa en the 2 blogs bykmlo b3dihom
wa7ed bytklm 3n el mashakel bsefa personal w kol wa7ed fi by7ky tagarbo el sha5seya w dah mohm
w el tany by7awel yna2esh kol mashakel el shabab bsefa 3ama
ebtadena w moshkelet el ahalay
mama w baba ;)
w isa 7ntklm 3n kol 7aga
ya reit
tetb3ona 3l 2 blogs
this gr8 one
w the new one too
w awel post fih heya
moshkelet geel
ya rab t3gbkom
;)

they never know

2006-07-27T18:59:00.000+03:00

they really never know us
they dont believe that we can do whatever we want and they wont b able to open their mouth
we only dont wanna break their hearts
but WHYYYYYYYYY do they do to us without even understand us
they think they protect us
if we dont wanna protect ourselves then nobody will
they dont want us to do sth wrong
we can do evth wrong in the world wzout they wud ever know
its all depend on us
we r the good guys
and they r not appreciaitin us
parents never understand till they lose their children heart
70% of us dont tlk to their parents in anythin but money they need
is this the family relation
i myslf w8in 4 the day i wil b independent and i will do wat i want
wzout givin a heck bout wat they want or wat they think
do u believe that a 21 years old lady dont have the right to buy a cloths wzout her mum bein wz her
or holdin the fone to call a freidn wzout takin a permission and sayin who and why and how long
do u believe that a mature dont have the right to spend my own pocket money or even my salery from my work in buyin anythin wzout takin the permission
do u believe that an adult person cannot see a movie just cuz there is kissin in it
do u beleiev that 21 years old person dont have the right to keep their mail wz an unknown password for the parents.........

i wont talk more cuz mayb some huigh pressure or weak hearted wud read this post
but parents dont have to blame their childeren for anythin
they never know us
they dont wanna know us
nobody to b blamed but them

2006-07-10T22:27:00.000+03:00

Nothing in the world, not even the 10000000000000000 times that my parents drive me crazy every day could be compared to how proud I'm of them...
Every time I'm out with them anywhere when people keep telling me how great my parents are and how lucky I'm to have them, I feel that myself without anyone telling me..When I watch any of them talking on public, when I see how they act towards people and situations of life I realize that I'm blessed.
Today my mom and I shouted at each other about twice and every time she got the hell out of me, many bad things my mom had done to me, many bad memories I have with her, many things I should've done in my life have been stopped because of her...I know I'm saying two opposite things at the same time but this is how I really feel.
I can't count the times when I felt like I can't wait to leave home and live alone away from her, I can't count the times that she said things that affected me negativly 'till now, I can't deny that she has a very big large role in my decision of not having children at all so I wouldn't do to them what she does to me...
All my elder family members my parents, aunts, uncles and my grandmother are -I believe- the reason why I have many complications, and that I lack all self-confidence.
But on the other hand my family are the reason why I'm what I'm, my thoughts my character they helped me with some of my interests...
My parents are not like any other that's a thing I know...some times they're better, and times they are THE WORST...

MA7DESH FAHMNA

2006-07-10T16:13:00.000+03:00

First of all thx alot ya lomy 3la el fekra el gamda dieh....w et2mani u r not the only one..men wegh2t nzary ana shayef en ser kol el mashakel eli b2iena e7na w el ahaly enhom dayman beyfakaro en hma zman lama kano yet3rdo l nafs el mawkef kano beytsrafo bt2ri2a mo3yana.....mesh 3ayzien yekten3o en 5alas zman entha w lazem yesibona netsraf e7na..w just yens7ona law fe 7aga 3'alt w e7na mesh shayfenha...la2ken mesh ye2olo 7aga teb2a heya w 5alas...ah sa3at beykono beytklmo 3an 5ebra 2abl keda w el kalam dah bas lazem yesibona negrab 3lshan e7na kman yekon 3andena el 5ebra dieh hma et3lmo 3lshan ma7desh 2alhom e3melo kaza.....

Asasy w sure en ma7desh mo5tlef m3ya en lolahom fe 7agat ktyeer makonash 3arfnaha w enhom liehom el fadl fe 7agat ktyeer w ad eih hma t3bo m3ana w kol dah..bas akyeed en dor ay parents mesh fe kol 7aga aw bm3na tani en mesh hma eli 7aybno2 sh5siet elebn aw elbent,la2a bas hma help enhom ye7oto el basics bas bt3et kol el 7aya 3moman zai maslan:
1-El 3'alt w el sa7 (3moman mesh men weght nazrhom).
2-Eldin(7ala-7aram...etc).
3-Basics how maslan 2 treat ppl keda....etc

Men el a5er keda ned2a ela el ahaly 3moman efhmona w eksbona w safoko el 7aya 7atkon alaz bktyeer w 7atry7o nafsko men 7wrat ktyeeer

MAMA

2006-07-10T13:20:00.000+03:00

ok here we go, between the family w 7'soosan the parents and the children alot of situations and feelings. i wanted to let mine out, i thought about writing a book bas 2olt a3mel blog el awel and c how it goes. i'll write everything i want to say and plz share urs with me and join the club.

MAMA, to7fa malhash 7al zai kol el omahat, bas, w bas de moseeba, 3ayza 3alam perfect ma7adesh ytla3 feeh 3an el a7'la2 w ma3ayeer eli HYA eli 7ataha. mesh mohem el 3alam bara mashi ezai, elmohem gwa dma3'ha shayf eih. mama sha7'sya gamda lama t2ool 7aga tet3amal, lazem tet3amal w mafeesh 3ozr ela lel e3tbarat eli HYA bardo eli 7ataha, so 3ashan t3eesh m3 mama lazem teb2a HYA. wana mesh hya...

lama ana etwaladt kont baby tabee3i mesh fahem ay 7aga w mestani el nas eli 7awaleeh y3almooh w ytala3ooh sha7'sya sawyya twageh el 7aya. mesh 3arfa bezabt mama kanet bt3melli eih 3ashan atla3 el sha7'sya eli hya ana delwa2ti, ba7'af mnha aw mesh mnha, ba7'af a3mel ay 7aga odamha l7san mat3gbhash w mama lama 7aga mat3gbhash aw tb2a mo7'alfa l kawa3ed 3ALAMHA mesh btza3a2 wla t2ool ra2yaha keda w 7'alas, btalla3ak mesh btfham w mesh mas2ool, mesh btsma3 ay dfa3 menak( mama mo7amya by the way). eli HYA shafeto aw sama3eto hwa eli sa7 w ay kalam tdafe3 beeh 3an nafsak "MESH SA7EE7" de el kelma el 7'aleda bta3et mama " MESH SA7EE7" 7ata law elli enta bt2olo lazem ytsama3 w hwa el 7a2ee2a "MESH SA7EE7" w momken law zhe2t menak t2olak ok kalamak sa7 bas 100% 7atfdal 3la ra2yaha mesh 7at3'ayaro gwaha.

lama la2et nafsi ba2ool 7agat ma7adesh by3abarha w ba3mel 7agat sob7an allah kolaha btetla3 3'alat aw kanet momken teb2a a7san w ezai ana 3'abyya keda, batalt a2ool w a3mel odamha, kol eli ba2et ba3melo hwa eni a7'abi el 7agat eli ba3melha elli feeha e7tmalat 0,0001% enaha materdash 3anha aw tshofha tafha aw malhash lazma. ra3'm eni mesh ba3mel 7aga 3'alat mesh bas men weghet nazari kaman l2an da el tabi3i, ba2et ba7'abi w mesh batkalem 3ashan 7'ayfa, 7'ofi mesh bas men enaha tza3a2 aw tantaked, mama law 7aga ma3agbthash btfdal tfrok l7ad matwa2afha, maynfa3sh twa2afli 7ayati. ba2et ba7'abi 3ashan 7ayati temshi w mesh talba waga3 dma3'.

let's share

2006-07-10T01:44:00.000+03:00

This blog is 4 u to post everything u have to say about ur parents and the ppl u live with, memories good and bad, feelings, habbits just let it out, make me feel i'm not the only one :)